addicted to
i'm not here to win
i'm here to leave a legacy
the day i did twenty one kay
it's the passion that drives you
endorphins
pain
exhaustion
chasing this insane dream
perfection
tagboard ;
guestbook
that fools will make and,
i'm the king of them
pushing everything that's good away so,
-dashboard confessional, bend and not break
today is sunday. the weekend has zoomed past my eyes yet again. har har. oh look, i'm getting dizzy. how fun -sacarstic grin- and i thought i was supposed to be MUGGING this weekend. i guess i just decided to make CUP noodles instead now didn't i? (if you're laughing, then you're on the same wavelength as me. -claps-)
ooh, there goes the grandfather's clock. chiming for 12 midnight. tadaa! it's monday. and my weekend's gone. sigh. if only i could get to my funeral day in the blink of an eye. -tries blinking furiously-
decisions to be made.
work to be done.
fats to be burned.
tears to be evaporated.
muscles to be built.
all in time to come...
so actually is this whole idea of "life" merely a ticking clock? where's the control clock... i want to pull out the batteries so that i can be frozen in time. in a moment. just, stay in that millisecond forever. sounds pleasant doesn't it? imagine...being frozen while crossing the finish line- first place. that would be great. literally, capturing the moment (: or there's also being frozen when the gun goes off... the uncertainty of your performance for that race. not having to deal with failure/ success. sounds so ideal. just.. living in the moment :D
snap out of it.
you can't change reality. and right now?
MY LEGS ARE ACHING.
so good night, here we go again..another week. getting weak-er ...
won't you hold me now? (i will not bend i will not break)
won't you hold me now? (for you i rise, for you i fall)
just hold me close to you-
-dashboard confessional, bend and not break